Growing stronger each day

Well the training is going well so far. I have one more week of training before I will be at the bank. There is so much to learn and know! I am feeling a little overwhelmed. And the hour drive to Austin is killing me... it's so long! At least I am not driving, I am so thankful for Kelly and her driving!

We didn't do anything for Halloween, Austin didn't want to do anything so I went to bed at 6:30 .. I was tired!

I have been feeling better since I have been on my anti depressant. Celexa really works. So that is a good thing.

I have been missing Zach ~ we don't see each other as much with me training in Austin so I have been missing him!

Leaving y0u with this song by All That Remains ~ Two Weeks:

and you neglected I called you out don't please I said we're stronger than this now you resurrected mistakes years past it seemed and they exist to still haunt you and still you feel like the loneliness is better replaced by this I don't believe it this way and I can see the fear in your eyes I've seen it materialize Growing stronger each day I could see it as you turned to stone Still clearly I can hear you say don't leave, don't give up on me two weeks and you ran away I remember don't lie to me you couldn't see that it was not that way swear I never gave up on you I wanted nothing but for that trust again and brick by brick you would take it You feared of phantoms and none exist but you you still saw fit to destroy it and still you feel like the loneliness is better replaced by this I don't believe it this way and I can see the fear in your eyes I've seen it materialize growing stronger each day I could see it as you turned to stone still clearly I can hear you say don't leave don't give up on me two weeks and you ran away I remember don't lie to me you couldn't see that it was not that way swear I never gave up on you and you neglected I called you out don't please I said we're stronger than this now You feared of phantoms and none exist but you you still saw fit to destroy it and I can see the fear in your eyes I've seen it materialize growing stronger each day I could see it as you turned to stone still clearly I can hear you say don't leave don't give up on me two weeks you ran away I could see it as you turned to stone still clearly I can hear you say don't leave don't give up on me two weeks and you ran away I remember don't lie to me you couldn't see that it was not that way swear I never gave up on you

'Til the next haunt .......