Thanks to Jacquelyn

I have a new header .. what do you think ? I aboslutely love it ! Thanks hunny !

We got Austin's surgery date ~ March 2nd. the hospital will call us Feb 27 to let us know what time to be ther e and his drinking and eating schedule before surgery. I am so nervous. I am sure he will do fine, but I am a mom, I can't help but be nervous.

I have the Tarot of Transfermation and drew this card today ~ the 1 of wands ~ grounding for creativity. I hope this means my writers block is starting to go away. I did actually write a poem on Feb 10th which I will share with you in a minute. This card means the starting or beginning of new thinking, thoughts and ideas. An unstoppable moviement. It is however the Ace of Wants which makesit a pretty pwerful card.While cards 2-19 in this suite mean hiding from the truth or afraid of facing the truth, this card means the opposite. Mental forces, truth and justice, fortitude and strengtj.

I have seen He's Just Not That Into You 3 times so far and I absolutely love it. I can't wait for it to come out on DVD. I mainly watched for Justin Long and boy was he a cutie in this movie. If you haven't seen it, RUN to your nearest theater. Don't think about it, just go!

Ok here is the poem I write the other day ~ It's called "Transenction"

There's this way you touch my face

It trancends all of space and time

It keeps me grounded in this place

You make me feel amazed and fine

As you caress my shoulder, I am transported

To a stream of concsiousness that takes me away

As I sink into your arms I know that I am supported

Sweet kisses acress my neck fade the day away

As our bodies mesh into one, I feel a completeness

One that makes magical happenings flow about

As I lay in your arms I am amazed by your sweetness

And I know that instantly you have gained some clout

Copyright@Renee Feb 11 2009

Well there ya have it , the first poem I have written in months. It's not very good but it's a start,

I found this on the net the other day which I just found heartfelt and it really spoke to me, there was no copyright info, so if it is yours let me know and iwill gladly credit ~ It's called "Weaving"

We must learn to walk in balancesacred steps to takeWeaving peace and understandingthrough all that we createA tapestry of love and lightfinest threads of goldSacred flame ever burning brightthrough all that we beholdWhen we learn to walk in balancethe healing will take placeThe healing of this earth Our Motherthe healing of the human raceA tapestry of love and lightfinest threads of goldsacred flame ever burning brightthrough all that we behold.

Isn't that amazing?

Yesterday was a great day off with the family , we got laundry and dishes done and then we went and bought a couple of shelfs for our bedroom so I could get some of my witchy stuff up off the floor and get my altar organized. I must say it looks great!!!!!!!

Anyway, I think I have rambled on long enough this time, so I will let you go ~

'Til the next haunt .........

Now it seems I'm fading

I had a great job interview on Friday. It was at a bank and the hours of the job would be 10-2 Monday - Friday and some Saturdays from 9-1. I am so excited. The hours would be perfect for me and the bank is only about 5 minutes away. The lady who interviewed me said she was really impressed with me and that she really liked me. So that is a good sign. She said she would be making her decision Tuesday so I am nervous and awaiting tomorrow to come.

We went and saw Max Payne yesterday with Mark Wahlburg. It was okay, not that great. But it was good to get out. Then we went to Wal Mart and got a few things. Then later we went grocery shopping. I love Sundays, those are Zach's only days off so we usually spend it hanging out together. We also watched football. The Cowboys got beat bad and so did the Colts, another team I love. I love Peyton Manning so that is why I like the Colts.

Not much going on today, it's a quiet day. I have done dishes and some cleaning and that is about it. Tomorrow is my doctor's appointment which I am anxious for. Am going to talk to him about my depression and my back. So kill two birds with one stone there.

I hope that Austin has a better week in school. I really wish there was more I could do to help him, but there isn't. I went and had lunch with him Friday which he liked. I brought him McDonald's so he enjoyed that.

We have gotten some new Evangeline pictures the last couple of days so that has been good. She is so pretty. The pictures have been from her upcoming movie, Afterwards. I can't wait to see that movie! I hope it comes to the theater here. This is such a small town sometimes we don't get some movies, so I hope that Afterwards is one we will get. Also, The Sarah Conner Chronicles was ordered for the full season, so that is good news!

Leaving you with this song by Three Days Grace, "Take Me Under":

Now it seems I’m fadingAll my dreams are not worth savingI’ve done my share of waitingAnd I’ve still got nowhere else to goSo I wait for you toTake me all the wayTake me all the waySeems you’re wanting me to stayBut my dreams would surely waste awayAnd I still have nowhere else to goSo I wait for you toTake me all the wayTake me all the wayPush me underPull me furtherTake me all the wayTake me all the wayPush me underPull me furtherTake me all the wayTake me all the wayNow it seems you’re leavingBut we’ve only just begunAnd you’ve still got nowhere else to goSo I wait for you toTake me all the wayTake me all the wayPush me underPull me furtherTake me all the wayTake me all the wayPush me underPull me furtherTake me all the wayTake me all the wayAnd I’ve been waiting so longAnd I’ve been waiting so longAnd I’ve been waiting so longSo I wait for you toTake me all the wayPush me underPull me furtherTake me all the wayTake me all the wayPush me underPull me furtherTake me all the wayTake me all the wayAnd I’ve been waiting so longAnd I’ve been waiting so longAnd I’ve been waiting so longSo I wait for you toTake me all the wayTake me all the way

'Til the next haunt .....