Thursday, November 20, 2008

A Sigh of Relief

So Austin has been really depressed. He even threatened to kill himself at school the other day. He has been moody, angry and all in all hard to deal with. It's been quite the toll on me. But, today, he went to the psychiatrist and he put him on Risperadone 4 mg and I gave him one and already I can see a difference! I didn't realize the medicine would work that fast. But it is certainly a welcome thing. I can finally talk to him without him freaking out. It's a wonderful feeling.

Things are still going great at the bank. I really really like it. And the time just flies by really quickly so that is good.

Austin had some DVDs that he no longer wanted so we put them on Ebay and we sold them! So we are going to give the money to Austin. He is excited.

Zach's parents are coming in for Thanksgiving. They are coming Wednesday night and staying that night and Thursday and they are headed back to Port Lavaca Thursday night. His mom works at a bank too so she has to be back at work Friday. I am excited to have them come, they have never come to visit us before so this should be fun.

Anyway, that is the latest from here .... leaving you with a song .... "Papercut" by Linkin Park:

Why does it feel like night today?Something in here's not right todayWhy am I so uptight today?Paranoia's all I got leftI don't know what stressed me firstor how the pressure was fed/but I know just what it feels likeTo have a voice in the back of my headIt's like a face that I hold insideA face that awakes when I close my eyesA face that watches everytime I lieA face that laughs every time I fall(And watches everything)So I know that when it's time to sink or swimThe face inside is here in me/right underneath my skinIt's like I'm/paranoid lookin' over my backIt's like a/whirlwind inside of my headIt's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing withinIt's like the face inside is right beneath my skinI know I've got a face in mePoints out all the mistakes to meYou've got a face on the inside too andYour paranoia's probably worseI don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't standEverybody acts like the fact of the matter isI can't add up to what you canBut everybody has a face that they hold insideA face that awakes when I close my eyesA face that watches everytime they lieA face that laughs everytime they fall(And watches everything)So you know that when it's time to sink or swimThat the face inside is watching you too/right inside your skinIt's like I'm/paranoid lookin' over my backIt's like a/whirlwind, inside of my headIt's like I/can't stop, what I'm hearing withinIt's like the face inside is right beneath the skinIt's like I'm/paranoid lookin' over my backIt's like a/whirlwind inside of my headIt's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing withinIt's like the face inside is right beneath my skin(The face inside is right beneath your skin)(The face inside is right beneath your skin)(The face inside is right beneath your skin)The sun goes downI feel the light betray meThe sun goes downI feel the light betray me(The sun)It's like I'm/paranoid looking over my backIt's like a/whirlwind inside of my headIt's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing within(I feel the light betray me)It's like the face inside is right beneath your skin(The sun)It's like I'm/paranoid looking over my backIt's like a/whirlwind inside of my headIt's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing within(I feel the light betray me)It's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing withinIt's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing withinIt's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

'Til the next haunt ...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey hun!
Sorry I wasn't around when you MSNed. I've been thinking about you & Austin all day long! I am so happy for you that the meds are working so quickly!!
*hugs*
~J

Anonymous said...

Hya love...well i'm glad to hear the job is going really well for you but i'm more pleased to hear Austin finally got the meds he needs and they are working so well...fingers crossed life will be a little easier for him to deal with now!...enjoy your Thanks Giving with the family...take care (((hugs)))